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Back home. I'm exhausted.
Talked to Chris, told him everything. He's hurt, understandably, and not sure if he wants to continue seeing me.
Last thing resembling a meal was a sandwich on Thursday. I had a banana yesterday, I think it was. I just had some yogurt and a multivitamin. I hadn't realized how much food a cup of yogurt is. Took me 90 minutes to eat it.
Scott called yesterday. Funny thing, him calling when I needed him most. I'd just talked with Nic and was feeling pretty low, but Scott asked me some hard questions and gave me empathy and hope. I feel like crap, but tomorrow is another day and it gets better each day. I think. I hope.
Damn Stacie and her wishing this on me. She did tell me I really should try falling in love sometime, didn't she?
Talked to Chris, told him everything. He's hurt, understandably, and not sure if he wants to continue seeing me.
Last thing resembling a meal was a sandwich on Thursday. I had a banana yesterday, I think it was. I just had some yogurt and a multivitamin. I hadn't realized how much food a cup of yogurt is. Took me 90 minutes to eat it.
Scott called yesterday. Funny thing, him calling when I needed him most. I'd just talked with Nic and was feeling pretty low, but Scott asked me some hard questions and gave me empathy and hope. I feel like crap, but tomorrow is another day and it gets better each day. I think. I hope.
Damn Stacie and her wishing this on me. She did tell me I really should try falling in love sometime, didn't she?
posted by KR | 10/23/2005 09:43:00 PM
2 Comments:
Funny, I would have expected you with Chris before Nic. You mentioned he was a dom. Chris just seems so gentle and warm. I hope you work through the heartache. Eat something dear.
I actually have to disagree. I was expecting Nic to come before Chris. Most women avoid nice guys because secretly they dont think they deserve them, then we ( I count myself in this judgement call) go for the bad boys (or doms, whatever). After we get our teeth kicked in, what do we say, deep inside our darkest corner of the mind? "I deserved to be hurt, because I don't deserve any better."
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