Conversation with Robin

Robin called, wanted to know what is up with me and Chris.
I told her not much.
She said the tension between the two of us is tangible.
I replied that I was not at all surprised.
She said we've been seeing each other since March, and its obvious we are attracted, why haven't we slept together?
Because I want to take things slowly.
She said something scatological and made me laugh.
She told me I've got so much sexual energy around him I almost vibrate with it.
I told her thanks a lot for that mental image. Then I told her that I had been thinking today about him and that I really want to allow further physical intimacy. (I had this compelling urge to touch him... to strip his shirt off him and breathe his scent in. Taste his skin. Just thinking about it makes me juicy.)
I told her I don't want to go zero-to-sixty. That I want to experience the joy of touching and playing, without the assumption that sexual intercourse will follow.
She said that it sounds like I want to be with a woman again.
I told her I want to be with a man, that I miss being with a man. I miss the scent of and the weight of a man over me. I miss the sounds a man makes when I touch him, the sighs, the fine tremors, the struggle for control, and the restrained violence.
I just don't want a man assuming that because I've let him touch me intimately, or visa versa, that Tab A is going to be inserted into slot B or C.
I want to find a man who will understand that what he considers 'foreplay' is actually lovemaking between women, and we can go a long, long time and find it immensely satisfying. That he will have to make me want him, ache for him, drive me to the point that nothing but the feel of him over me will satisfy me.
Robin asked that when I find him, I share him, because she'd love to experience that. And in the meantime, try not to make Chris too crazy. She said he told her that there is something about the way I touch him that drives him nuts.
I laughed again. Like I've never heard that before.